Choices.

To start off, you need to know that I'm a very indecisive person. I like to contemplate before I make decisions, because I'm afraid to be wrong. Through experience, I've learned that no matter how much I think before I make my choice, it still doesn't make the choice I make, right. My mom always says "Regret never comes firsthand." That's right for the most part, but what about the things you can't control? What about the things that just happen? Well maybe regret really does come firsthand, you just don't know it yet.

Last week I came across a situation where I tested my friendship with two people. One of them I'm, in a way, close with, while the other one is just someone I know. I don't want to go into detail, but basically, there was just this problem that involved all three of us. Even though the one I'm close with was wrong, and the one that's just someone I know was right, I decided to continue on being friends with the one I'm close with because I realize that no matter what, through everything, he/she's the one that has made more of an impact in my life than the other person. And I can't stand having him/her walk out of my life. I was proud to realize that, and proud that I made the right decision...I think.