May 30, 2009

Education.

I liked my talk with Linny today. I didn't know he could be serious -.-

Anyway I feel that being in this relationship taught me lots about myself, and this has been more anger management than any anger management class ive taken, and that i think i've matured my mind. Like I don't get mad as easily, I know how to talk myself out of that, and also jealousy.

I watched "up" but I don't know if I recommend it, cause I fell asleep. I said hello to asia and i told her I dont believe in God.

Idk about that. Do I though? I can't help my catholic mentality though, like even when I'm telling myself I don't believe in God, I feel guilty 'cause God can hear me. Its pretty ironic, I can't pull myself out of it. I guess I do believe in God, then.

My nail broke. Damn.

May 23, 2009

May 15, 2009

I hate memory lane.


like it never happened...

May 6, 2009

I quit.

Why does a good decision feel like ass.

May 4, 2009

Improvement.

So the best part of being a human being,
is having the ability to improve.

Which i have discovered.


I find me, being me.
I find me, being a better me, than I have ever been.

I'm blessed after all=)



And of course I'll continue to find ways to remind you that my thoughts remain with you.
But I haven't reminded you,
that my heart remains with me.

=)

Speechless.

I wanna blog. But I can't really find the words to say.

Every small distance affects us. I want it to be summer, but I can't help but believe that that's gonna be the end of the road for us. I wish I could change it, but at this point..

I pretty much screwed up everything in my life=)



And for all the friends that I lost...
Congratulations.


haha...remember? =)

:/