today,

i spent my day with rachel adriano.

love her. her fucking pillow=//////////

so my day

was spent with linh at sf cause we wanted to shop. but then everything was hella expensive so we walked around to forever 21 and american eagle and shit. then i froze my ass off and told him i was gonna die. so we hopped back into the car and put the heater on blassst! then i told him i wanted japanese food. so we went to jiro. tempura + beef teriyaki! then he had that gross raw fish thing it wasnt sushi i think it was called sashimi. then i triedto use chopsticks to be KOOL. then it didnt work. after we went back to his house and chilled til kat called and informed us that she was dying of boredom. so we just hung out there and played typing mania >:) i won. bitch! too azn fo u! LOLL. then some dude was outside doing fireworks and we took turns peeking out the bushes screaming "IT AINT FOURTH OF JULY BITCH!" HAHAHHA that was a blast. well i had hella fun today and i should tomorrow cause im going over to rachels house...skipping church im so fucking KOOL. lollll.

its so cold dude.

i thought today was gonna be terrrible cause my morning was. but you know what? im really over it. MUUUAHHH!

hey guess what.

i was over it before i knew i was over it.

im happy =) i love you sammy.

why dont i just die already.

honey,

so officially,

YOURE A BITCH. its not that im ____________ its the fact that you fucking did it to piss me the fuck off. which obviously, PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF. so there bitch. mission mother fucking accomplished. AND DONT EXPECT ME TO BE ___________ OF ____ BITCHASS BECAUSE IM NOT IM _________ AND _____ FUCKING ________. SO FUCK YOU. BITCH.




"i flew today."



and this bitch sammy "be home in 30" my ass! loooove you :)



well the fuck is wrong with your dumbass? get off the damn computer go fuck a bitch or something.

samuel paul breglia, youre my best friend and i love you.

my damned dreams.

so why else would i fucking sleep if i know its gonna be a damn nightmare.


i think if i went lesbian, i would choose you. but then..yeah.

i fucking hate my life (:

BUT SURPRISINGLY, I'M FUCKING OVER IT. FUCK HER, THEN.

I don't mean to be a burden,

I just wish I was some kind of priority to you and that you cared at all about how i felt. Nothing is worse than what you make me feel. And I can't even tell you that because if I do, I get nothing out of it. I just wish we could rewind back to the old days when I meant anything to you.

Well,

I don't really know what I deserve...and if I deserve what I have. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel, but I know it shouldn't be this. Because I didn't do anything. I always make wrong decisions, even about obvious things that even a five year old could point out. Just go away. I don't need anybody.

i wish i was as strong as that.

so...

the one who youre in love with or the one whos in love with you?

<3

AS OF TODAAY,

im taking drivers ed! omggg im so excited. hopefully it wont be too hard to finish it along with my APUSH hw and my stupid honors english hw. my mom still requires it even though i might mvoe to san diego. but my friends are making me feel bad about it =(