Irresponsible.

So I'm totally slacking off in everything...fuck. I'm gonna die in Ms. AA's class forreal. That damn project dude. I haven't done shit in that class for 3 days. Spring break, come rescue me!

Sanguine.

Nothing can ever be just right. I can't just be on one side and be happy. I have to suffer either way. I don't see what I'm supposed to do anymore, it's like nobody is letting me be happy. There are people that can take pain and there are people that can't. And I'm sure I can't. I'm always sad, I don't know why. But I'm pretty good at pretending.


^^^My feelings in a song.

Its cool, I'm positive as fuck =)

So we watched Passion of the Christ, oh damn that shit was terrible. How can people even do that to someone else. They'd rather free a notorious murderer than a man who claims to be the messiah, but harms no one? They put him through so much pain and it's hella on screen, my back hurt from watching that shit even though I wasn't being whipped.

I left early though, cause it was my uncles bday. I ALMOST finished my reflections but I ran out of ink on my computer and I wasn't about to draw it ahahahaha. I hella bullshitted on it.

So I've been trynna see if I should go back on myspace or not, but yeah. And I'm trynna figure out how to subscribe to people on this, idk how LOL.

Anyway, that's all for today =) Good day!

Elysium.

Today was a wonderful day, patched things up with my baby, and going over to his house tomorrow. We're going to play Paper Mario. Hopefully that's the end of the drama there 'cause I can't handle it :[ I just heard the door sound and there's no one there and I'm home alone. I just scared myself. Hahaha. My math homework is terrible. The one for tonight wasn't so bad but the night before, I haven't finished and it sucks and I don't understand it. Tomorrow we're not allowed to eat meat, but I'm gonna! =)

Well I find myself being left behind a lot, and I feel that I depend too much on only one person. But I opened my mind and decided I don't need superclose friends that I have to talk to everyday, but there's those people that are consistently there for me and likewise.


this video seems to cheer me up a lot, and i have been singing this song all day because it has been stuck in my head (and everyone else around me after that).

Also, us watching that moreau girl finger herself was hilarious. That bitch could use a brazilian.

Disregard.

I realize, that I do not give a rat's ass if you forget :) and alsoooo, i'm sleepy. Have you ever just sat down and realized how tired you are of your life? Jeeezus, it's the same damn routine every fuckin' day, I just need a miracle to come spice up my life.

And I decide, that I'm a bitch and I was never meant to care for anybody's feelings. And this, forcing myself to care thing, is fading fassssst. No tears, no regrets :]

give me paradise.

Abandoned.

..dont.